torn

i'm torn between my love for money and watching my bank account grow ... two digits ... three digits ... four digits ... five digits !!! {i wish}

&&&

my love for all things materialist, branded, seen on tv, seen on magazines, red, "NEW, JUST IN", updated, 'new edition', cute, hot, sexy, potential diy, touched by someone famous, endorsed my someone famous, something no one else has, something everyone has ...
... ingrained in me by damn consumerism

damn you

now ... to find a healthy balance.

{solution: buy 200$ worth of textbooks to make you feel like a nerd 8-)